The biggest problem about Christians nowadays is that we're just so comfortable about our life right now and we prefer to be textbook christians.

Yeah, we want to glorify God. Yeah, we want to bring people to Christ. Yeah, we want to be more obedient. Yeah, we want to sing praises to Him. Yeah, yadda, yadda. Aint all these what we keep hearing and the sample answers when you ask any Christian now. Textbook answers. Answers that you tell your sunday school teachers.

WHAT ARE WE DOING WITH OUR LIVES?

I may be wrong, or maybe right, but I feel like I'm at a cross-roads now. Maybe I'm having too much time now. Maybe my mind is working too much lately. Maybe I'm just sick of seeing everyone leading lives that resemble that of zombies. We wake up, we go to work, we sleep. That's zombie-life.

I'm still trying to find the answer. I'm just waiting for 40PDL. Perhaps it'll guide me in the right direction. I know the answer is out there, it's inside me too. I need to search for it. 40PDL will not give me the answer magically. It's there to be found.

I really hope I find the answer. ---4:52 PM---




I proposed.
I succeeded.
Praise be to God! ---11:01 AM---




I'll be going to Paris (most probably) end of March.
So if you wanna get an LV bag/wallet/scarf/towel, watever la, can email me and I'll get it for you at a discounted rate. Note that I'll charge a bit of commission but of course it'll still be cheaper than you buy in Singapore.
Hurry!!!

The above actually sounds like someone invaded my blog and post an advert! Haha! ---8:14 AM---




hmm. let me see. it's been more than 2 months since i've last blogged and i realise i dont miss it that much.
i think i need to blog when my brain is more active.
but currently, i'm more in a semi-screen-saver-hibernation-active mode, which means my thoughts dont get translated into words much.

anyway.
i've been waiting around.
occasional returns to the office to manage challenging office work.
few runs, swims in between.
perpetual investigating.

and i'm breaking my own resolution of not cultivating a belly even when i start work.
as much as my life is stagnant and patience-building, my belly seems to be leading a life of its own, making significant progress, growth and development.

i'm not very sure whether i'll continue to blog much.
i'm not very sure whether there are visitors to my blog anymore.
but i know i'll fly to maroochydore on 11 apr.
eggsxiting. ---7:33 AM---




i'm back in singapore. for some time already.
and this is the latest update i have to give to the world.

---9:55 AM---




I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD, in the land of the living. Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.
Ps27. ---12:17 PM---




My final flight test was scheduled this morning. Had my jittery nerves last night and I woke up at 5.30am to be greeted by a whole bunch of low clouds. Planned out the flight and everything, went to find the Chief and off we went.
After taking off, we could see the low clouds werent going to allow us to do much, so we turned back. Oh man, the feeling is so anti-climatic. The whole weekend of gearing up for it suddenly went "poof". And now it's a time of waiting and anticipating.
I don't really know how to describe this feeling. This feeling of all-ready-to-go-home, and now, it's hmm-dunno-how-long-i-have-to-wait feeling.
I'm really amazed at God's timing. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. It just so happen that the big bosses are coming in for a visit this week and so the Chief is going to be busy. Moreover, the weather for this week aint exactly summer-fantastic. The timing is immaculate. This whole bunch of stuff may bring frustrating delays. It's really a time of anticipation. And I'm wondering how will God bring this to completion. I just hold on to the faith that God's timing is always right. It's never a day early, never a day late. And all His delays are planned immaculately to always show His glory at the end. It's just up to me, to hold on to this faith and trust that He knows. He knows what's going on, and He knows when's the best. I just really hope that I'll be able to clear it soon.
And now, Let God be God.

'Cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see
~Corrinne May "Everything in its time"... ---1:18 PM---




Last few flights left.
You know how the stress can build up when you know the completion is really near and yet you don't know whether/when you'll be able to complete it.
I cannot tell you how much I want to pass everything and go back to Singapore.
And have a few months of break before flying this really beautiful aircraft.
The Learjet45!





It's in God's Hands. ---2:41 PM---




it really takes patience to train patience.
when things cant be rushed, they cant.
just like how a farmer wishes so much that his crops will grow and prosper, he cant rush them.
the seeds will never grow if he prods them continuously.
if he disturbs them every day to see if they're growing, they'll never grow healthily.
he can only be patient.
some things are really best left to themselves.
it takes wisdom to be patient, it takes maturity to be patient.
better to surrender, and it gets easier.

do you trust Me? ---4:34 PM---




life is actually simple.
it's just to love Jesus with all your heart.
just that.
i really wished i could abide by that.

i had a good flight yesterday.
and i am 100% sure that i didnt do it.
God helped me.

it was a pretty sight to be flying over the Perth city and swan river.
one of the instances when i felt, 'wow'. ---9:32 PM---

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