i like being random.
unpredictability is something i crave for, and yet routineness is more safe.
i'm currently happily saving up for my astonmartin by eating happy meals everyday.
i think i am suffering from multiple_personality_disorder, cos my dad says i can take his air_force_one anywhere i like but my mum says i have to carry guns for the Taleban.
well, i am going to be a wax figure for Mdm Tussauds next time.
i said
Friday, July 30, 2010
About Life
The biggest problem about Christians nowadays is that we're just so comfortable about our life right now and we prefer to be textbook christians.
Yeah, we want to glorify God. Yeah, we want to bring people to Christ. Yeah, we want to be more obedient. Yeah, we want to sing praises to Him. Yeah, yadda, yadda. Aint all these what we keep hearing and the sample answers when you ask any Christian now. Textbook answers. Answers that you tell your sunday school teachers.
WHAT ARE WE DOING WITH OUR LIVES?
I may be wrong, or maybe right, but I feel like I'm at a cross-roads now. Maybe I'm having too much time now. Maybe my mind is working too much lately. Maybe I'm just sick of seeing everyone leading lives that resemble that of zombies. We wake up, we go to work, we sleep. That's zombie-life.
I'm still trying to find the answer. I'm just waiting for 40PDL. Perhaps it'll guide me in the right direction. I know the answer is out there, it's inside me too. I need to search for it. 40PDL will not give me the answer magically. It's there to be found.
I really hope I find the answer.
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