i like being random.
unpredictability is something i crave for, and yet routineness is more safe.
i'm currently happily saving up for my astonmartin by eating happy meals everyday.
i think i am suffering from multiple_personality_disorder, cos my dad says i can take his air_force_one anywhere i like but my mum says i have to carry guns for the Taleban.
well, i am going to be a wax figure for Mdm Tussauds next time.
i said
Monday, November 16, 2009
anticlimax
My final flight test was scheduled this morning. Had my jittery nerves last night and I woke up at 5.30am to be greeted by a whole bunch of low clouds. Planned out the flight and everything, went to find the Chief and off we went.
After taking off, we could see the low clouds werent going to allow us to do much, so we turned back. Oh man, the feeling is so anti-climatic. The whole weekend of gearing up for it suddenly went "poof". And now it's a time of waiting and anticipating.
I don't really know how to describe this feeling. This feeling of all-ready-to-go-home, and now, it's hmm-dunno-how-long-i-have-to-wait feeling.
I'm really amazed at God's timing. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. It just so happen that the big bosses are coming in for a visit this week and so the Chief is going to be busy. Moreover, the weather for this week aint exactly summer-fantastic. The timing is immaculate. This whole bunch of stuff may bring frustrating delays. It's really a time of anticipation. And I'm wondering how will God bring this to completion. I just hold on to the faith that God's timing is always right. It's never a day early, never a day late. And all His delays are planned immaculately to always show His glory at the end. It's just up to me, to hold on to this faith and trust that He knows. He knows what's going on, and He knows when's the best. I just really hope that I'll be able to clear it soon.
And now, Let God be God.
'Cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see~Corrinne May "Everything in its time"...
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