i like being random.
unpredictability is something i crave for, and yet routineness is more safe.
i'm currently happily saving up for my astonmartin by eating happy meals everyday.
i think i am suffering from multiple_personality_disorder, cos my dad says i can take his air_force_one anywhere i like but my mum says i have to carry guns for the Taleban.
well, i am going to be a wax figure for Mdm Tussauds next time.
i said
Friday, July 03, 2009
thanks
things aint pretty at the moment.
struggling with a particular sortie and have been stuck for quite a few weeks, may even come up to a month.
it can be attributed to many reasons, instructor, weather, my own inadequacies.
the feelings of desperation, frustration, depression definitely wells up.
it feels like having a hairy heart, a wanna break free spirit, and even a feeling of giving up.
but despite all this, i'm really glad that i have a God.
a true and living God who can give joy to the heart. who can make things beautiful even when it's rotten. who can assure that He knows the plans He has for me, plans to prosper me and not to harm me, to give me hope and a future. who can make me calm in the midst of a storm. who can show me that there's things to give thanks for even when the chips are down.
somehow, someway or another, it seems like His children have it more difficult. but i guess that's evidence that He's amazing.
because when difficult times come our way, only His grace and His power will shine through all this.
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